I know some shit
to hard to swallow
let's switch,
I can't go on like this
can't keep feeling so helpless
feel as if I'm standing aside watching myself
slowly drowning within myself.

...

Typ
sjuk
inte

okej..

;You make my fragile body break in thousands of devastating pieces.;

torsdags P;

Jag köpte nya kläder i torsdags, men då fick mamma magsjuka så vi for hem t Åsel. Hade tänkt ha en roooolig valborg, men kiss my ass!

Ba bilder.

~ Somehow.

I can't do anything right.

~ Scarface.

hahaha just woke up with a terrible face
probably I've been scratching myself during my sleep and ahahha well, let's just say im not surprised at all ;)

Photo; Magdalena Andersson

Aliens.

I think the world and humanity will die out thanks to the aliens. !

~ Missin' it.

I miss times
when I could smile
for real
Times,
Like those, (pic)

~ History.

I'm tired
already
I want to sleep
sleep
sleeeeeeeeeeeeep

and I'm considering wether I should keep m blog or if I should erase it. HmmHMMmm M.

Linnea.

At Linnea's house.
We're goin to study and make dinner :] Awesoomemme :D

lol. . !

Hahahah Love our english lessons :)

~hmmmmmm

~ Sooo many tests comin' up now during the last weeks of school


I'm weid though, I don't want summer vaca. I don't know what's wrong with me :s I guess I want to stay here with everyone. But I don't know .. ;p

~.

HEYY ARNOLD !

boring momennnt.

- Fyra frågor om förhållanden
är du singel? - Ofc ;p
tror du på kärlek vid första ögonkastet ? - mjo.
hur många har du varit kär i? - 1
är du kär just nu? - nojjp.

- Tio frågor om dig själv
namn? - Magda
när fyller du år? - 12juli
några piercingar? - öronen x4, läppen (:

vad har du på dig just nu? - lång tröjja ba, vakna nyss.

vilken årstid är bäst? - sommaren/vintern

hur ser den perfekta morgonen ut för dig? - kliver upp i god tid, nyttig å god frukost, lååång tid att göra sig iordning (:
vad tycker du mest om hos dig själv? - mina drillningsskilllzzz ;)
vad är du bra på? - Ridningen, drillningen, typ . ;P
vem älskar du mest på denna jorden - familj/vännerrr
sover du hellre själv än tillsammans med någon? - tsm

- 10 frågor om dinavänner
vem vet allt om dig? - agnes, tove, moa, linnea, anneli, typ .. mf.
vem är den roligaste av dina vänner? - allala (:

vem är snyggast av dina vänner? - ehh . allihopa :]

vem är den du helst har filmkväll med- alla (a)

vem av dina vänner är mest "evil"? - HAHA , alla ;;)););)

- 10 Frågor om din familj
vem står dig närmast? - sis'
har du bra kontakt med båda dina föräldrar? - mm.
vem är farligast i din familj? - HAHHAA bror.
vem ser roligast ut i din familj? - pappii.
vem är coolast? - dah, obviously me.
har ni något husdjur? - katt, hund,hästar
mest gemensamt med? - ,
vem står för underhållningen - hahah syskon ,
sover du oftast med? -själv.
roligaste kvällen med familjen? - filmmmm å frosskväll.

10 frågor om idag
vad har du gjort? - vakna, fika,duscha, glass, dator, tv.
vad ska du göra nu? - dnno.
har du gjort något dåligt idag? ätit glass.
vad har du ätit idag? - kommer int ihåg o: ba glassen.
har du duschat idag? - aa.
Är du trött nu? - näe.
vad händer i morgon ? -skola.
går du i skolan? - aa.

- ANNAT
Hur mår du just nu? - .
Har du piercat dig? - yesss, läppen å öronen.

Är du hungrig nu? -Alltid hungrig.

Vad är klockan nu just nu? - 15.00
Vilka sidor på Internet är du inne på just nu? - bdb, fb

TELEFON/MOBIL
Vem ringde dig senast? - tove
Vem ringde du senast? - tove
Vem sms:a till dig senast? - kim
Vem sms:a du till senast? - anna.

-FAMILJ
Hur länge sen var det du träffa din morsa? - nån timme

Hur länge sen var det du träffa din farsa? - nån timme

- ÖVRIGT
Gillar du punk? - näää
Har du sminkat dig idag? - nää

MUSIK
Lyssnar du på musik just nu? - nää
Vilket är ditt favoritband/artist? - massa mkt mest
Vad gillar du för musik? - everythin'

- KLÄDER
Har du fler än 4 linnen? - ohja
Har du fler än 3 jeans? - nää
Har du fler än 5 tröjor? - nää

- SMINK OCH HÅR
Använder du mascara? - aa
Använder du wax? - nae,
Använder du ögonskugga? - alltid
Använder du kajal? -ibland
Använder du hårspray? - alltid
Använder du volymspray? - nää
Använder du mousse? - nnää
Använder du deodorant? - HAHA aldrig.
Använder du skinspray? - nää
Använder du parfym? - yeahh

Använder du läppglans/läppglans? - faktiskt ibland
Använder du brunkräm? - nääääääääää
Använder du rouge? -nääääää
Uppsatt hår eller hängande? -olika
plattar/lockar du håret varje dag? - behöver inte,
Målar du tånaglarna efter varje gång du duschat? - nää
KÄRLEK
Är du kär just nu? - nä
Har du kysst någon idag? - nää
Har du ett förhållande? - nää...
Är du romantisk? - yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Har du snott en kompis pojkvän/flickvän? - nää
Vill du vara singel eller ha ett förhållande? - Förhållande
Har du varit tillsammans med två samtidigt?-nejj, ..
Vem sa senast att han/hon tyckte om dig mer än som vän? migsjälv

Har du varit tillsammans med någon som du sen hade ett KK med? - u think abou' it.

Hur gamla var dina föräldrar när de blev tillsammans? typ 20 å 25.
Har du någon gång velat ha ditt syskons pojkvän/flickvän? - gud nej .
Skulle du kunna tatuera in din kärleks namn på armen? - nej , de håller ändå aldreig, så ovärt.
Vad gillar du för stil på tjejen/killen? - fjortis !! :D

hmm,

I can't help wondering
how things would be
I'm so sick
of all those lies
I'm ready to heal
I'm ready to feel
I want it to end,
just end
end
end

~Just bored.

HARRY POTTER.
[ ] Your hair is dark and can be messy.
[x] You wear glasses.
[ ] You have a weird looking scar.
[ ] You are brave - HAHAHA yeah, suuuure.
[x] You have green eyes.
[x] You like playing a particular sport.
Total = [3]

RON WEASLEY.
[ ] You have red hair.
[x] You are very loyal to your friends.
[x] You are deathly afraid of spiders.
[x] You are sarcastic.
[x] You don’t have a lot of money. - Well daahh .
[ ] You have older siblings.
Total = [4]

HERMIONE GRANGER.
[ ] You are bossy.
[ ] You are intelligent. - hell no.
[ ] Your hair is wavy or curly.
[x] You have a cat.
[ ] You usually know how to handle tricky situations.
[x] You get made fun of a lot. - usually .. it's my laugh :(
Total = [2]

RUBEUS HAGRID.
[ ] You are tall.
[x] You are very friendly and soft hearted.
[x] You love animals.
[ ] You give in easily.
[x] You are very loyal.
Total = [3]

LUNA LOVEGOOD.
[x] You are weird and proud of it.
[ ] You don’t have loads of friends.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You are open minded.
[ ] You are quite spiritual.
[ ] You believe in things most people wouldn’t.
Total = [2]

DRACO MALFOY.
[x] You are manipulative.
[x] You can be very mean when you want to be.
[x] You are a snob.
[x] You can get jealous.
[ ] You have blonde hair.
[x] You enjoy pranks. - Love'em ;)
Total = [5]

NEVILLE LONGBOTTOM.
[x] You are close to your grandparents.
[x] You are easily frightened.
[x] You get nervous easily.
[ ] You like frogs and toads.
[ ] You are nerdy.
Total = [3]

Result: DRACO MALFOY , HAHHAA I love myself :]














Hmmm ??? :p

~ :D

Can't wait until' I get to meet Moa again, and everyone else like Anneli, Linnea, Sara, Priscilla, Maria, Antonia , well EVERYOOOONE :]! I've missed themmmm soooo bad ;P !!!

And all the other once in m class (: Sooo , dentist appointment today , weeiiii ... -.-

This is how we do it ;)

Haha now the whole picture problem is solved (:

Though I can't understand why the sentence bcome like this ;p Spooky...

Thought I'd put up pics of how my hair used to be :o I've had it in so many ways!! :P


































I can't believe it. I had lots of other pics. but now it doesn't work again. Yummie. -.-

Ciiiao.

~ Numb.

Numb
motionless
yeah whatever
I'm so fucking sick
on all the pretending and I want out .

~ What about feelings?

I've been thinking
Why love?
Why even try when you can prioritate other shit?

Still can't upload pics?!?! ;s

~ Off I goooo..

I'm goin' in just like an hour and I won't be able to write in a while cuz' we don't have internet there or anything.

That's also why I hurry to download movviiies so that I won't get to bored :]

"Do you think I've gone around the bend?" :]

AND I STILL CAN'T UPLOAD PICS ??!?!?! what is this? :ssss

~ Hilarious.

How people suddenly change..

Tomorrow I'm heading to my cottage with my family, hope it's goin' to be fun, can't rly get m hopes up :p

xoxo ;)

Can't upload any pics o: just noticed ... :o:o:o:o *crushed*

~ I wonder..

I imagine so much, all the time
how things would be
if I did things differently
I wonder
Jeeeez I can't help it
I think about the lights
in the end of the tunnel
whether or not, it's been blown out
I don't know
...

I just can't comphrehend it..

~ Dance girrrrrl .

Woke up around 12 today! (: Feels really good with easter now :p Even though we haven't been to school for long ;p I miss my PIB's though ;/ Can't wait until I see them all again (:

I have a weird feeling.. 1.Spring tiiiime 2. vacation 3. I dunno o:

~ Weekend (:

Just english lesson left and then I'm free for the weekend (: :D ! ....or...not rly, I have to study for the history test due this tuesday. Yumiiie.

M little sis' is here as well so it's goin' to be awesooomeeeee :D

~ HEHE:D

~ Errrmm ... I just found this pic on me and Sara (:

~ New classmate (:

I'm so excited because in about a half an hour we'll get to see our classmate (: He's from Australia though that's like everything I know o:

~ NO internet .

I still don't have internet in my aparment and it is almost killin' m,eeeeeeeeee.


Ciao -

OMGOMGOMGOMG

I can't believe what I just heard by my mum!!!!!!!!! They're THINKING about sellin' my honeybunnyyy.... :( !!!!! I''m so pissed right now that I don't know what to do !!!!!!! -.-

~ lol.

Omg swedish math A is so simple, it's so easy to comphrehend. Even I understand it almost to well :P ahhaha !!

If you compare to my math.. Giish :S

Hmmmhhh.

Sittin' on Tove's school, waitin' for her math to begin. (:

Today = Goin' back home and it's goin' to be awesome, goin' to twirl on saturday which won't go well but that's an other story ;p

or should I ?

Now during this boring history lesson I'm honestly considering brown hair extensions instead of blonde, .... I don't know what to do :(

Nujävlarblevrubrikenpåsvenska.

I'm ordering some hair extensions for the summer soon :) I'm going to start colouring my hair blonde so that I can use them this summer (: So excited. !

D:

"You say that I'm fixed, but I still feel broken"

~ Hmm.

I guess I'm tired,
tired of all the bullshit
you always provide
I want you out
Far gone.

Okay then.

Sitting in the school waiting for the clock to turn 9.30... Sucks. But I have internet here though, I don't have that in my apartment anymore, fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk.

For the moment I'm listening on /Human connect to human/ which is an awesome song right now (:

Sry for slow update but I've been so busy and I haven't had internet like I said in my apartment -.-' BUT I'm tryin' to change that though I don't have much new pics either so it'll be hard but ;p haha :)

Ciiaaoo
xoxo

OOllld.

My friend adores me :D

!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm screaming from the top of the world!

..

I can't do it, I'm so fucking sick of it all. I'm fucking scared, I'm fucking pissed. I can't FUCKING do it anymore.. no more..

~ OMG... !!!!

Going out with the snowmobile tomorrow, though I'm rather nervous because I don't really know how it will turn out. -.- My brother just told me that I have to go reeeeally fast over the ice, and I don't like the sound of tha ;s But yeah .. wish me good luck :D hahahaa.

~ :D

Just got PhotoShopppp(:

Mars 2nd, was my horsiiiie's birthday . I . Miss. Him.

~ Candyyyytime.

Sittin' in the cafeteria and eatin' candy, of course.

Later I'm goin' to Linnea's place and we're going to study, which will end up that we'll be sitting in from of the TV.. with.. CANDY (L)

~ Backckk

So tired, and I'm sitting on the worst lesson ever, High five for that !! -.-'

P.E soon.. can't wait.
Though me and Moa are goin' to train a little' somethin' after school :) hihi ;*

Failure.

Tried to change myself
I'm sick of it
it makes me cry
it makes me scream
loudly within myself.

HOme at last.

EVen though I'm home it doesn't feel right..

Just was on the twirling practise, Sanna came to join us :) It was rly fun :D

~ Where did it go?

Somewhere things went wrong.

~ Friday.

Friday
= Going home = Family = Kim = Twirling = relaaaxxxx
I'm going hoome :D

~ Another day.

I hate this DAY. it totally sucked!!!1!!1! I'm so cold after this outdoor day we had with our school. I'm freezing, i don't have internet in my apartment, everything just SUCKS .

Hate Swedish.

I dislike swedish, it's no fun anymore... When I get home from school, I'm going to make BLUEBERRYPANCAKES :D:D:D

ciaaao xoxo !

suxx.

I won't be able to write that often bcuz' m internet is gone in my apartment, right now I'm in the school and that's why I can write .. It totaally sucks ;/

Yummie since Friday(:

HAHA like I said, me and tove + Fjortismusik ! :D

Today has been rather nice, I know I should study, though I don't. I haven't felt like studying on the whoooole week. It's not okay!! ;s

Goin' back to Umeå today aswell. Luckily I'm going by car so I won't have to sit in the bus in liike a forever.! ;p haha.

SVENSKT INLÄGG.

HAHA fjortisragg med tove (:
Först, hockey med Tove när man träffade på Agnes m.f (: Puss på dm!
sen så blev de epa, brumbrummmmmm, med tove och med fjortismusiken donandes i våra öroN! (: HIHI .

Geography,

So boring,
I don't even know what we're doin' on the geog. . -.-'

~ Just woke up :O

OMG. It's like 05.45... -.-' Can't sleep, I woke up this morning and surprisingly .. it was warm in my apartment.. I was like wtf?! :p haha,

Also my lip has swullen up pretty much and it feels weird.. ;p

AND I WANT SUMMER :( (the pic. is taken from last summer :()

~ Big thanks!!

... a big thank you to ronja that lend me one of her sweaters cuz' I don't have anyone else :P I forgot my sweaters at home in Åsele so I had only one here, though when I went to the piercing studio my lip started bleeding pretty much so my sweater's arm for example had lots of blood on it. wooonderful.

so thanks Ronja (: The daily saviour! ;)

Piercing :)

I did it :)
though it started to bleed pretty much in the beginning, feels much better now :)

~ Hmm. :D

I love life (L)

~ Back again.

Now I'm back in Umeå and I'm not very excited.. though on wednesday I'm getting my piercing!!!! sooo nervous :D